15 November 2008

I write you letters, but I don't send them...

I just can't figure out how to end them.

Wow. Things are so crazy here. I got my first birthday stuff in the mail. It is DEFINITELY already open (sorry mom!) but I haven't looked through everything. I'm taking it slowly.

I've been feeling really disconnected lately. I just don't ever feel like I'm really there when I'm hanging out with my friends. Every so often I'm there and it's wonderful, but mostly I'm somewhere else and I don't know where. I feel like I'm kind of hiding on the back of a shelf, desperately wishing to be found but to afraid to make myself visible.

I need to get my haircut. I don't have bangs anymore, and I miss them. I'm also trying to decide if I should keep the current color or dye it. Any suggestions?

I miiiight go salsa dancing tonight. I kind of want to, but last time I went I got stepped on and broke my toenail is half so...We'll see. I already bought my ticket for Twilight. I am so freaking excited for my birthday. I don't even care that I have to do a bunch of work for projects that day...I'm going to be EIGHTEEN and I get to go see Twilight with my friends (although not all of them =[ ) and then friday night is our hall sleepover thingamabob and that is exciting too. And then I come home for THANKSGIVING! YAY! I am so excited to see everyone. MVPC'rs, you better be at church the sunday after Thanksgiving!!!! I want to see you guys!

Alright, I'm going to go get some homework done...or be distracted by friends.

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